I’m Confident That I’m Insecure

ByKaren

I’m Confident That I’m Insecure

Insecurity is something that I have dealt with all of my life.

Insecurity: not confident or sure : uncertain or : not adequately guarded or sustained : unsafe

Photo Credit Herman Brinkman

Photo Credit Herman Brinkman

I have to fake an air of confidence when I am around others, when in actuality, I am panicking on the inside. I really do not like being around a lot of people. Anxiety creeps in. I feel as if everyone is looking at me and judging me. Like the “elephant” in the room… A lot of it has to do with my weight.

“I am woman! See my rolls!… er.. I mean, Hear me roar!”

Photo Credit Mathew Presley

Photo Credit Mathew Presley

I don’t like attention. It’s just too weird…

Another part of insecurity involves friendship. When you are insecure, you have a hard time making friends because your heart is so guarded. I am afraid of being hurt by someone. I’ve been hurt many times before and it’s not a good feeling. Not something that you are ready to jump right back into.

I know that I am not the only one who deals with this. I can’t help but to remember the segments on Saturday Night Live, from when I was younger:

“I’m good enough, I’m smart enough, and doggone it, people like me.”-Daily Affirmations with Stuart Smalley

About the author

Karen author

Karen, who owns a coffee and Christian gift shop with her husband, lives in a small town in Tennessee just slightly south of where she was raised. She has been married to David, their town’s fire chief, for nearly 18 years. Together they have 4 children ranging in ages from 10 on up to 16. Karen’s heart longed to be a mother from a very young age & is a natural at being a “professional mother”. She is gifted in many areas & is guaranteed to keep you entertained! In addition to all of this, she is Emily’s older sister & one of Angie’s closest friends.